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[minervasolo]

Arhg. verslept. Bloody alarm doesn't know the difference between off and alarm, so it went off at 10 to 7 as normal, so while I would have woken aat about 9 this morning, after being woken and getting up and turning the damn thng off (I keep it away from my bed so I can't do that too easily) and going to back to sleep I slept.

library so not going to happen today. Damn, that's al I need, fines. I have one hour to get ready to go and be petted by old people and it's just occured to me that I don't have a birthday present for gran, and I can't remember if we normally give her one as a family or whether we normally do it separately. We ordered a cake, and they didn't do a great job on it for the £23. Four roses, a bit of writing and two badly drawn birds painted on it. I could have done better than that!

I'm having my first driving lesson at 8am tomorrow. Thanks for telling me, mother, not asking. I don't have time! For anything! I like to prioitise, and my priorities and screaming work work work. At this rat it'll be half term befoe I get any time off.

Of coure, I wouldn't have nearly so much work if I did it in the evnings, rahter than save it all for Sundays... ^_^ Really, i'm not actually that stressed, it's just things aren't being accomdating enough for my tastes. It's the normal thing: i make plans, they get torn down. I don't plan, things go just just hunkydory. Right, no more planning!

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[almighty-frog.livejournal.com]

If you don't want library fines, go here. You can renew your books over the web with that, and it doesn't matter if someone's reserved them because it will actually let you do it. ^_^

You're sounding more and more like me every day. This is freaky. O.o

[minervasolo.livejournal.com]

yes, but what I really want are new library books. Well, comics. Gainman comics.

I sound like you in that? I hadn't noticed!

[almighty-frog.livejournal.com]

It's the stressing over far too much work. I did truckloads of that last year. Though I might not have posted much about it. . . . I firmly believe stressing should be kept internal. Then when you finally fall apart, it's not in front of your friends.

As for the library - you mentioned fines, so at least you won't have any of those if you use the library website.

[minervasolo.livejournal.com]

Ah i do internal stressing too. Except mostly I don't stress, so that's okay. I just get very very frusstrated, and the first most people know about it is when i snap at them, or going into a very long rant about how they're wrong and I'm right. Except people don't know about it, even then, because I'm really not good at overt anger.