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8/4/03 08:04 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
minervasoloi mnaged to convince myself last night tht I was going to spend the rest of the week really depressed. Needless to say, I woke up relatively fine. Its just this nagging suspicion that I ought to be depressed trying to pull me down. Basically I make myself depressed so I can feel sorry for myself, and I don't tell people so I can feel unloved. Yeah. CUtting off my nose to spite my face. Not healthy. By now I must have run out of nose and started on my eyes. ^_^
New day, new hope, new day, new scope... Sorry, old hymn. More words to it though. physcics test. I might disappear off by myself at lunch to revise. I planned to do that last night, but then i planned to write depressing poetry and make myself feel awful. Seriously, why do i do this? i work myself into a tiz for no apparant reason, planning all these depressing things and thinking the worst of people, then run into people and remember that my life is great and I don't have anything to be depressed about. Still, lloking forwads to Easter. Things snowballing right now, stress etc. Doesn't always go away over night. A bit of spare time would be just peachy right about now.
New day, new hope, new day, new scope... Sorry, old hymn. More words to it though. physcics test. I might disappear off by myself at lunch to revise. I planned to do that last night, but then i planned to write depressing poetry and make myself feel awful. Seriously, why do i do this? i work myself into a tiz for no apparant reason, planning all these depressing things and thinking the worst of people, then run into people and remember that my life is great and I don't have anything to be depressed about. Still, lloking forwads to Easter. Things snowballing right now, stress etc. Doesn't always go away over night. A bit of spare time would be just peachy right about now.
