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minervasoloThis is prob going to come i sporadic updates. See, we have no teacher in IT. Once they turn the filters on, I won't even be able to get in here. Basically, I'm just mucking about until work arrives.
God, I hate lifts in the morning, The poeple who give me a lift fight, we'realways late, the car sounds like it's falling to bits, I'm left standing on the doorstep for ages, we're late... Early morning stress. I said, at one point that I generally arrive at five to. H says 'you mean five minute fbefore lessons start'. no. That only happens once a fortnight. Maybe once a month I get in erly enough to say hi to my mates efore lessons. We're almost always late. It bugs me like hell. I do not need this stress first thing every morning. And hte fighting also bothers me. I never fight with my mum, so I find it hard to relate anyway, but i wish they wouldn't do it in front of me. They nag each other continuously, but the fighting is worse. I sit in hte back of the car feeling like a useless lump. Early morning stress. Daily. Then school. Stress levels staying high all day. Early grave, I see on the horizon. My back muscles are always so tense. And so many test this week. Even worse, being late for tests. I don't like to nag them. I get there at quarter past, we generally don't leave til half past or later. It's a fifteen mnute journey to college. We try and make in in ten minutes every day. And she never puts more than a quarter of a tank of fuel in, so we have to stop for petrol about once a week, making us really late.
Hmm. I'm whiney.
God, I hate lifts in the morning, The poeple who give me a lift fight, we'realways late, the car sounds like it's falling to bits, I'm left standing on the doorstep for ages, we're late... Early morning stress. I said, at one point that I generally arrive at five to. H says 'you mean five minute fbefore lessons start'. no. That only happens once a fortnight. Maybe once a month I get in erly enough to say hi to my mates efore lessons. We're almost always late. It bugs me like hell. I do not need this stress first thing every morning. And hte fighting also bothers me. I never fight with my mum, so I find it hard to relate anyway, but i wish they wouldn't do it in front of me. They nag each other continuously, but the fighting is worse. I sit in hte back of the car feeling like a useless lump. Early morning stress. Daily. Then school. Stress levels staying high all day. Early grave, I see on the horizon. My back muscles are always so tense. And so many test this week. Even worse, being late for tests. I don't like to nag them. I get there at quarter past, we generally don't leave til half past or later. It's a fifteen mnute journey to college. We try and make in in ten minutes every day. And she never puts more than a quarter of a tank of fuel in, so we have to stop for petrol about once a week, making us really late.
Hmm. I'm whiney.
