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8/7/03 06:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I had a thought on the way home from college today that deservesmuuch alysis. I don't know if i'm the person who ought to be analysing it, but i have some idea of why I might have thought it, considering some recent events and discoveries.
Basically: "I can't wait til I'm an adult and I'm free to make my own friends"
Immediate follow up thought: "WTF? No one forced my friends on me! The wouldn't be friends if I didn't like them."
Sent much time pondering. Simple conclusion: while I have a lot of interests in common with my college friends, personality-wise we're quite different. All my previous friends have had much hte same attitudes as myself, though i've always been the only person I know who reads fanfiction and likes anime.
The long and short of it is: people are having relationship troubles, and some people are being a bit bitchy. I guess I assumed that on leaving all girl school I'd leave bitching behind, but turns out no, just different things to bitch about.
To reiterate, yet again: I do like my friends, adore them, even. Fancy several of them, depending on what mood I'm in (wearing Anria's hat had a strange effect on me - i thought I was mostly over that crush, but no ^_^ ). They just wear me out occasionally, and I can't hug everyone better, as much as I'd like to. Neither can i slp people and tell them to stop being so stupid. Partly coz most of them aren't, and it's not as though i can empathise.
*ironic grin* Guess who's looking forwards to the summer holidays?
^_^ Got more bday pressies today! Necklace from Roz and bracelets from Ginger Rosie. Yay! Spent all of break grinning like an idiot. Filmed psych video too, which was fun, though i worry about how much damage we may have done to Blanch. Phone family to say thank you for various presents, a daunting task as usual, but mum was hovering over me to make sure I actually phoned. Eek - still haven't spoken to people about this interview thing! Must email!
If it wasn't for email nad text I'd never speak to people outside of college. Summer would be a friendless wasteland.
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