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minervasoloMy mood has been oscillating and undulating today, and I love the way both those words sound. I've been blue (thank you, Pod, precisely the word I wanted), but not depressed. No one much noticed anway, so at least no guilt. Everyone's tied up in problems at the moment, messy relationships. It was a mistake wearing what I did, since my clothes were particularly unfeminine, and when I'm feeling blue I at least need to know I look nice. Boyish is fine for lounging at home, but wandering around college wondering if anyon's mistaken me for guy, wallowing in a huge men's shirt that usually suits me, not so good. Okay, mood may have something to do with unsuitability of clothes, since shirt shouldn't cease to suit me randomly, but still, dress might have been a better idea.
Got the barbeque things mostly sorted out, so everyone i;'ve asked so far can come. I have to ring G&C and tell them Sun isn't on, but I have a sneaking suspicion the G is doing a vet course then, so we might go out for dinner on Sunday anyway. Have to call S too, but since she couldn't come on Sun I was going to do that anyway.
Hve I mentioned how much I hate phoning people? My mother is right, I prevaricate because I don't know what to say. But I also hate answering the phone. Texts and emails are my ideal medium. Already being nagged to call, and I only got home ten minutes ago. Sure, I need nagging, but I generally wait til at least seven to call people anyway. Dunno why.
So, self-pity fading, blueness hovering, but generally okay. Weather still shite, but it's Wimbledon, so what else did I expect. Going to Chessington tomorrow, knowing only Hearn and Wouter who are also going, but most peope going are male, so I shouldn't have too much difficultly rping people into going on the big rides. ^^ I'm only an adrenaline junky at theme parks. Rest of the time Jane-nice-but-plain in my taste of activities, but once we reah a theme park a mix of pride and boredom means I absoutely have to go on the biggest rides.
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Got the barbeque things mostly sorted out, so everyone i;'ve asked so far can come. I have to ring G&C and tell them Sun isn't on, but I have a sneaking suspicion the G is doing a vet course then, so we might go out for dinner on Sunday anyway. Have to call S too, but since she couldn't come on Sun I was going to do that anyway.
Hve I mentioned how much I hate phoning people? My mother is right, I prevaricate because I don't know what to say. But I also hate answering the phone. Texts and emails are my ideal medium. Already being nagged to call, and I only got home ten minutes ago. Sure, I need nagging, but I generally wait til at least seven to call people anyway. Dunno why.
So, self-pity fading, blueness hovering, but generally okay. Weather still shite, but it's Wimbledon, so what else did I expect. Going to Chessington tomorrow, knowing only Hearn and Wouter who are also going, but most peope going are male, so I shouldn't have too much difficultly rping people into going on the big rides. ^^ I'm only an adrenaline junky at theme parks. Rest of the time Jane-nice-but-plain in my taste of activities, but once we reah a theme park a mix of pride and boredom means I absoutely have to go on the biggest rides.
ttfn
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Date: 3/7/03 09:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 3/7/03 11:36 am (UTC)If I'd said something, someone would have asked' what's wrong?' or 'why?' and I'd have been stuck for an answer. Besides, my bad moods do wear themselves out after a while, and this one has got bored and wandered off.