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[minervasolo]

Someone back home taped over my Georgian Underworld video (I have a thing about documentaries), which put me in a not good mood at all. I probably shan't make it to the library, because I'm not in the mood, but then I shall feel guilty for not doing it which is going to make my mood even worse. I'm working tomorrow, so I can't do it then, and I know I won't do it on Tuesday either, which leaves me with less than a week to do the essay. I kinda want todo the essay without bothering, since I've got Vindication of the Rights of Women, which provides a nice bit of background anyway.

Basically, I'm feeling right pouty, and not in the mood to do anything, which makes me feel like I'm wasting the day (it's gorgeous out there), which makes me feel worse.

I could go and get some books out of the library and do research here. That's accomplishing something, right? Without sitting in a dark library and feeling pressured and irritable for missing the beautiful day. I probably ought to get going on that, but now I've been distracted by Enterprise. I quite like it, even if no one else does.

I don't like being irratble, and it's been creeping up on me a lot recently when I don't expect it. I can hardly complain about negative vibes when I'm being so negative myself.

Comments

[buzzylittleb.livejournal.com]

Wow! Mary Woolstonecraft!

Thus speaketh the ersatz librarian

[elynrae.livejournal.com]

I have no essay ideas at all aaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!

And thus we conclude no matter what you do with your day, you are more productive than me.

[minervasolo.livejournal.com]

my essay ideas occur in lectures. Actually, a lot of things occur to me in lectures, most of which have nothing to do with taking notes. You can tell a good lecture when there's nothing on the page that isn't related to the lecture.