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minervasoloI love my friends.
I really wanna leave it at that, but I feel the need to point out that this isn't a sudden inspriation, it's something I realise every day. PLus it sounds really cheesy.
Each time I hold a conversation with one or see another smile, it makes me really happy because i'm a pessimist, and I set out each morning expecting to be overlooked and ignored, and for all of them to be very depressed. And they're all great people, so this never happens. Well, they do tend towards the depressive, which I usually end up distancing myself from because I don't have the faintest idea what's going on (I live in my own little oblivious world) but try and be comforting in a gneneralised sort of way.
Oh yeah, and we're all total geeks! I like this. The fact it took the realisation that my interest that separates me from my friends and gives me some sembance of indivuality is Star Wars and the fact I'm a member of loads of SW forums pretty much told me this. T mentioned that she thinks loads of her friends on the Peru trip think she's a geek as well. A bunch of us had a really long and involved conversation about comics earlier today which would have made no sense to anyone but us. If i go by my sister's judgement, Anria, R and I are all geeks for being into anime... Yup, we're the geeky ones. And we have so much more fun than those people that go out of their way to be cool. We can walk without breaking our ankles due to 6 inch heels, for a start!
I'm a terrible conformist, and life's so much easier when hte people I'm conforming with have the same likes as me. I can listen to my crap music (okay, they think it's crap too, but I've developed some sense of self-esteem whilst hanging out wiht these people), watch random anime and talk about the Star Wars EU and have them join in! Wooo!
I really wanna leave it at that, but I feel the need to point out that this isn't a sudden inspriation, it's something I realise every day. PLus it sounds really cheesy.
Each time I hold a conversation with one or see another smile, it makes me really happy because i'm a pessimist, and I set out each morning expecting to be overlooked and ignored, and for all of them to be very depressed. And they're all great people, so this never happens. Well, they do tend towards the depressive, which I usually end up distancing myself from because I don't have the faintest idea what's going on (I live in my own little oblivious world) but try and be comforting in a gneneralised sort of way.
Oh yeah, and we're all total geeks! I like this. The fact it took the realisation that my interest that separates me from my friends and gives me some sembance of indivuality is Star Wars and the fact I'm a member of loads of SW forums pretty much told me this. T mentioned that she thinks loads of her friends on the Peru trip think she's a geek as well. A bunch of us had a really long and involved conversation about comics earlier today which would have made no sense to anyone but us. If i go by my sister's judgement, Anria, R and I are all geeks for being into anime... Yup, we're the geeky ones. And we have so much more fun than those people that go out of their way to be cool. We can walk without breaking our ankles due to 6 inch heels, for a start!
I'm a terrible conformist, and life's so much easier when hte people I'm conforming with have the same likes as me. I can listen to my crap music (okay, they think it's crap too, but I've developed some sense of self-esteem whilst hanging out wiht these people), watch random anime and talk about the Star Wars EU and have them join in! Wooo!
