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minervasoloWhat I want to say, I can't, and what I can say, I don't want to. I', not entirely sure why i feel/think the way I do, and I'm full of endless contradictions right now, which, if they confuse me, will leave you don't know where.
Huh. nothing to say, really.
Weather's being miserable. i have a class with Anria and J, both of who are also likely to be miserable, since Anria hates the teacher and mJ has possibly broken up with his gf. I had a paranoid moment last night in which I imagined they hadn't borken up, she'd just told him to say that.
Have to phone Gene and Chess and Sophie tonight about rearrangements, but i really can't be bothered. You can make some of hte people happy all of the time, and all of the people happy some of the time, but you can't make all of the people happy all of the time. Ironic, however, that it is ridiculousy easy to make all of the people unhappy all of the time. I never wanted to do anything for my birthday in the ifirst place, and no matter what I do people won't be able to come, so is there any point? No, but people won't hear of that. I've been accused of being sulky and cutting my nose off to spite my face. *sigh* fine, there is an element of that. If I don't drag myself out of this mood I'm going to force myself to not enjoy my birthday, which is stupid.
See me be silver lining girl. I know have two jugs and an entire boottle of Pimms to myself. Bwahaha (couldn't manae evil face, though i know there is a way...).
Can i blame it on the weater again? i want to, and I'm sure it's to blame. Bloody Wimbledon. I want to be back on Monday. Not Tuesaday, because I'm still stiff and moving can hurt, but monday, I'm sure, was good. just eternal monday.
Now that's a scary thought! Eternal Monday. Bleargh.
I have a macabre sense of humour. Much of this post I find humorous. If it was someone else, I wouldn't, but since it's me it's funny, in it's own way. ^_^
ttfn
Huh. nothing to say, really.
Weather's being miserable. i have a class with Anria and J, both of who are also likely to be miserable, since Anria hates the teacher and mJ has possibly broken up with his gf. I had a paranoid moment last night in which I imagined they hadn't borken up, she'd just told him to say that.
Have to phone Gene and Chess and Sophie tonight about rearrangements, but i really can't be bothered. You can make some of hte people happy all of the time, and all of the people happy some of the time, but you can't make all of the people happy all of the time. Ironic, however, that it is ridiculousy easy to make all of the people unhappy all of the time. I never wanted to do anything for my birthday in the ifirst place, and no matter what I do people won't be able to come, so is there any point? No, but people won't hear of that. I've been accused of being sulky and cutting my nose off to spite my face. *sigh* fine, there is an element of that. If I don't drag myself out of this mood I'm going to force myself to not enjoy my birthday, which is stupid.
See me be silver lining girl. I know have two jugs and an entire boottle of Pimms to myself. Bwahaha (couldn't manae evil face, though i know there is a way...).
Can i blame it on the weater again? i want to, and I'm sure it's to blame. Bloody Wimbledon. I want to be back on Monday. Not Tuesaday, because I'm still stiff and moving can hurt, but monday, I'm sure, was good. just eternal monday.
Now that's a scary thought! Eternal Monday. Bleargh.
I have a macabre sense of humour. Much of this post I find humorous. If it was someone else, I wouldn't, but since it's me it's funny, in it's own way. ^_^
ttfn
